My Birth Story of Baby #4

Watch this video to hear about the birth of my 4th and final baby in a California birthing center. This labor and delivery was very different than any of the 3 prior. 

As you watch this video, please practice good self-care. After experiencing my third birth, I was traumatized and when I'd hear other women's positive birth stories, I would experience lots of feelings...a kaleidoscope of grief, loss, jealously, confusion, and more. Perhaps you don't share my struggles--in which case I am so happy for you! But for those of you struggling, please practice good self-care.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK (8255) https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/​​ National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Chat https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org...​ Suicide Prevention Resource Center https://www.sprc.org/​​ Nevada DPBH Office of Suicide Prevention http://suicideprevention.nv.gov/​​ PTSD: National Center for PTSD https://www.ptsd.va.gov/​​ PTSD Alliance http://www.ptsdalliance.org/​​ Postpartum Support International https://www.postpartum.net/locations/...​